I still feel that's it unreal that I'm actually here

I mean, I have been in the country for almost a month now. Or actually, it's one week left from one month, but it doesn't feel like I've been here for a month. Yeah, I've gotten used to living here and everything is great, but time flies by really fast. Faster than I expected it to do. I guess that's the thing that all the EVS volunteers keep telling me about.
But I've been here for almost a month and still haven't realised that I'm here. It's like a weird dream from what you can wake up every minute. I feel like everything I do and see here, is a dream. A very good dream. I like to observe all the people- at the reservoir all the couples walk around and hold hands, people walk their dogs. It seems like a scene from a movie and I feel like I'm in the movie. But it's not real. I really like to observe all the people everywhere. We had a walk around in Axbridge with Gaye today and I saw a typical scene from a movie- there was one block of buildings and in front of them parents were playing ball with their children. Good, happy times. But still, it's like I'm observing. Nothing else.
I guess the realization that I was in the UK will come after I will leave the country.
But it feels so damn good to be here. Unreal, but good.

And I love it.

And what more? I don't miss home or people over there at all. In the beginning I had the strategy that I will not think about home and Estonia while I'm staying here and now I just can't seem to think about it. It's like another life. I have one life in here. Or like they say it in Doctor Who- it's like a parallel universe.
So whenever I try to think about Estonia, it doesn't work very well. I guess I can't just connect two different places. In my mind they are two different worlds, two lives, two people.
But still, as I said, I like it.

And that's what matters the most.

PS: Gaye is here and life is beautiful!