The future
In the past couple of weeks I have started to think more and more about what I'm gonna do when I graduate from the uni next spring. It's not that far away anymore, is it?
So far I thought that I will go to Denmark for sure, to do the development instructor program over there that takes me also to Africa and lasts for 2 yrs.
Right now Im unsure. I don't know any more.
My other option would be to go to Australia to work through working holiday visa. For a year.
I could also continue my work in the village. Or continue my studies in Estonia- maybe special studies? And open uni?
I really dont know any more. I even had a look at the universities in Scotland. Didn't get too exited about it.
But the thing is- its about time for me to decide as I have to apply for the program in Denmark or visa for Australia soon. But I just can't decide. Besides all - I'm gonna take Danish language course in the autumn, but there's not actually much point in taking it, if I won't go to Denmark straight after school as I will forget everything I've learnt. I have to decide in the next couple of weeks, so that I do something with the Danish classes I'm gonna take. I would have a lot more free time if I cancelled those classes.
I really don't what to do. Some people tell me one thing, some tell the other.
Furthermore- the things I thought to be impossible about me, don't seem to be too impossible any more. I have changed a lot during those past couple of weeks. And I'm more confused than ever. I don't know even myself what I want and what I don't want any longer.
Maybe my super-amazing Eurotrip that I will start next week, will help me.
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