I'm at the moment talking to my good friend in England with whom I went to the gym every day. She just told me that she, Timi and couple more of my friends who we got to know during my year in the UK, all went out on a girls' night! Gosh, I used to be part of that gang. And now I can't be there with them any more.
One would think that time makes things better but it doesn't seem to work for me. I miss my people over there. And the gym. And it still damn hurts.
Especially not being able to hang out with my friends. And not hear Timi's lovely accent :)
And all the local accents.
I think not even a day doesn't go past, when I don't think about England.
And some deja vu- I was flipping through my old posts and looked at the one I made exactly a year ago. It was about autumn breeze. The funny thing is that today I thought for the first time this year, that autumn is coming. The same time last year I felt the same...
8/10/2012
8/07/2012
The future
In the past couple of weeks I have started to think more and more about what I'm gonna do when I graduate from the uni next spring. It's not that far away anymore, is it?
So far I thought that I will go to Denmark for sure, to do the development instructor program over there that takes me also to Africa and lasts for 2 yrs.
Right now Im unsure. I don't know any more.
My other option would be to go to Australia to work through working holiday visa. For a year.
I could also continue my work in the village. Or continue my studies in Estonia- maybe special studies? And open uni?
I really dont know any more. I even had a look at the universities in Scotland. Didn't get too exited about it.
But the thing is- its about time for me to decide as I have to apply for the program in Denmark or visa for Australia soon. But I just can't decide. Besides all - I'm gonna take Danish language course in the autumn, but there's not actually much point in taking it, if I won't go to Denmark straight after school as I will forget everything I've learnt. I have to decide in the next couple of weeks, so that I do something with the Danish classes I'm gonna take. I would have a lot more free time if I cancelled those classes.
I really don't what to do. Some people tell me one thing, some tell the other.
Furthermore- the things I thought to be impossible about me, don't seem to be too impossible any more. I have changed a lot during those past couple of weeks. And I'm more confused than ever. I don't know even myself what I want and what I don't want any longer.
Maybe my super-amazing Eurotrip that I will start next week, will help me.
8/04/2012
An insight into the world of a severely autistic person
It's just amazing how much you could find out about the life of a autistic person through this lovely little lady. She also has a blog: http://carlysvoice.com/home/aboutcarly This is definetely a must-see and must-read stuff to all of us who work with autistic people. It definetely gives us more information about the wonderful world the autists live in.
7/08/2012
Holiday in Ida-Virumaa with the village
Narva castle
Ivangorod
I just look pretty in the beach with Pavel
And on the road we are....
Summer
Walking in the moonlight
Complications never stop us
THE camp
Cooking for 60 people
Kuremäe Monastery
A pile of people
Cool people in Toila Valley Park
Me being cool with an inhabitant
Toila castle's park
Summer in pictures
As my summer has been crazy busy so far and is gonna be even busier I've had nearly no time to post anything here. So instead, I made a decision- I'm gonna make loads of posts about things I've done and will do, with pictures. I think it's a great change for a little while as well.
Singing with the inhabitants in Põlva
Cycling trip @ work to Põlva Maantemuuseum (Highway museum)
In the museum
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