All the truly big things are without the beginning, just like the Universe- 26/27 ...
12/28/2010
12/25/2010
So. What has happened since my last post.Almost nothing.Have been home for a while. I'm done with the exams for December, got some left for January.I still have no news about EVS and it's freaking me out already.Uhmmm. Christmas sucks- I mean I still don't feel like Christmas- I just had party with my relatives yesterday and it wasn't as much of a party as I expected it to be. Not much fun, everybody...
12/17/2010
Still nothing....
Patience was supposed to be a virtue, wasn't it?Unfortunately we tend to forget the things we're supposed to remember and tend to remember things we're supposed to forget. - 16th D...
12/14/2010
There's always something good hidden in bad. And there's always something good around you!
You just have to open your eyes.Anyway.My tattoos are now completely healed which means that I can go to sauna again. And so I did. But I'll start from the very beginning.The weekend before the last one I went to village again. I was in Rootsi maja. It felt so good to be there again after about a month that I hadn't been in the village. I went to the meeting of the co-inhabitants and met the another...
The daydreams of people would show the character of people a lot more than their face if the dreams were told sincerely. - 4th Dec.Every minute you turn the corner of the mouth downwards, you'll lose 60 seconds of happiness. -9th Dec.Endlessness ends with love. - 12/13th D...
I feel....
tired, exhausted. It seems like my body is going to stop responding soon. My sleeping cycle is messed up, I feel tired all the time. It's hard to focus on important things. It feels like I'm having a hangover for 3 days already, my eyes are hurting, I sleep very little time at night and some time during the day but it doesn't help, because when I want to sleep during the day then a lot of people call...
12/12/2010
I'm wordless now.
I just got a call from some guy named Heigo who told he had my number in his mobile phone and he started calling to all the numbers he had to find out which numbers are still existing. So. He had my number with the name Kacey. He has lived in Tartu and has not been to Rõuge many times. He told me that maybe we know each other through RATE.ee or something. Anyway, I'm gonna meet him on Wednesday.I...
12/06/2010
Behind blue eyes
is not a song by the Limp Bizkit, but is a song by The Who.Yeah, I am not even surprised any more.This kind of discoveries are not rarities for me anymo...
12/01/2010
Where the wild roses grow....
The beauty is in your eyes. I just found my new favourite flower.Look brightly and carefully and you'll see your joy, because happiness might be blind but it's not invisible. - DecemberI wish you to live truly in every day of your life. - 1st ...
11/30/2010
My Italian trip vol2
So. It's time for the next part now.The following morning, which was the first official day of our workshops, arrived Slovaks in the morning at breakfast time. We had already started to get to know the Czech people. There was a very lovely girl named Heli, then Ivana, Johanna and Antonio. Antonio is an EVS volunteer who is doing his EVS in Czech Republic and Ivana is doing her EVS in Spain, in the...
Nothing is extremely difficult when you divide it into smaller parts. - 30th NovWe just divided our parts for doing homework in the psychology of individual differences....
Fitzgerald!?!?!?!
I decided to have a nap today and woke up about 15mins ago. I have never hated my alarm clock this much! The reason: I just had a dream where Simon Neil had given me autographs and James and Ben Johnston were about to give.I have no idea how the dream began, but I know that I came from some kind of concert (it wasn't Biffy's) and wanted to go to Sven's (one of my friends from NRG) place with him....
11/28/2010
11/27/2010
My precious!
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11/26/2010
My Italian trip vol1
Long time, no see. It's because I got back from another youth exchange couple of days ago. So it's time for an update about my amazing life.On the day I started travelling to Italy, there was also our village concert in Vanemuine theater. It was a charity project...
11/14/2010
11/12/2010
11/11/2010
And so it starts again.....
Wuhuuu! Got the first call from Northwestern people today.And so it starts again....At least I've got a damn good excuse for them to say- I will be probably going to Britain soon, I can't come and sell books in U...
11/09/2010
Oh the weather outside is frightful....
I can finally say that I am happy to see the snow outside. I wasn't happy a while ago, but now it's time for that. I woke up in the morning, moved the curtains off the window and saw snow. Now I'm gonna eat some mandarines, light a candle. Then, after this lovely breakfast, I will skip one of my lectures, will go to donate blood, and will go to city to find myself jeans. And if the promised snow storm...
11/07/2010
Dave Grohl vs Simon Neil
Okay, I just have to write this dream that I had today night into here. This is freaking weird.Anyway, I was in the university and in a lecture named "The psychology of creativity". By the end of the lecture I was supposed to go to Foo Fighter's concert that took place in Tallinn. My lecturer, Tiia Laak, wished me a nice concert.Okay, so then I stood in the line to get into the concert. When I got...
11/06/2010
"Awakenings"
I have a new movie recommendation again.I recently downloaded a lot of movies from psychology and psychatry field. So I watched now one of them that I'd planned to watch for a very long time. The name of the movie is "Awakenings". At first the name Robin Williams didn't attract me very much to watch the movie as Williams doesn't seem to be the kind of actor for psychiatry movie. Or a movie from so...
11/05/2010
Sometimes I wished....
...that I'd have my black hair back. That I'd still be 17. That I'd still go to Nõo high school and lived in the hostal with all my friends so close. Sometimes I wished back even my basic school, but not as much as my high school. Sometimes I wished it was the summer of 2008, a damn but a very lovely summer. All the time I wish that I could see Vero again, could see my old roommates more often, my...
11/04/2010
11/02/2010
iresghtöpguhäoeirhgühb
The fact that I'll go to Italy soon, seems like a curse. The closer the date comes the more I will find out what tests will be during my trip. Fuck! Really.I've got a test in German during my trip, I found out today that I'll probably have a test in Psychometry, too. Then I've got loads of essays to do, I've got two seminars that I should attend, too. Holy crap. I shouldn't swear but this is worth...
11/01/2010
10/28/2010
Down in the River to Pray
This song was the intro when Biffy got on the stage in Rock Cafe. As I found out, they play it always as their intro song during what they come on stage. I'd really like to know why exactly this song. Anyway, it's a really good song. Enj...
10/27/2010
Mon the Biff!
Yesterday finally arrived the day when Biffy concert was supposed to happen. Me, Kirke and Kerttu went to Tallinn quite early and then had some time before the concert as the people started lining up properly from 6 o'clock. So we went to Hesburger and took our...
10/24/2010
Which one of us is ruined now?
What starts with F and ends with UCK? THATS RIGHT! FIRETRUCK. Well what starts with P and ends with ORN? Thats Right Popco...
10/21/2010
Never try to cross a bridge before you have reached it. - 16th Oct.Love yourself and you'll start a romance that'll last 'til the end of life. - 21st OctNever forget the name of the person you love. - 23rd OctO' how happy a person can be. "This isn't real. This kind of things don't really exist" (Twilight movie). I have to wake ...
10/18/2010
10/14/2010
The heart doesn't always laugh when the lips are laughing. Look into the eye and you'll see what's going on in the heart. - 6th OctoberWhen to search for the perfection then one's never satisfied. -8th OctoberLife isn't a race, but a hunting: not saving time is important, but the skill of finding the central point. - 12th Octo...
10/13/2010
Biffy Clyro - God and Satan
The lyrics for this song are just amazing. So deep and realistic. I really fell like I'm connecting to this song.And besides, it has a reallybeautiful melody. I really hope that I will hear this song in two weeks in live....
10/11/2010
Oh, what a wonderful world...
Only two weeks left until me & my friends will see Biffy Clyro. Already looking forward for it.Then, I'll probably go to Italy for a youth exchange for a week in the end of November. Hooray!Then, today there is free Malcolm Lincoln concert in Tartu.I came back from the village yesterday and will go again on Thursday.I had a great night out with my friends last week in Zavood. Met a lot of people...
10/03/2010
9/29/2010
9/23/2010
9/19/2010
Life is beautiful
As I told in my previous post, I went to see The Bootleg Beatles. At first it was really weird to go there, because it was a concert and I had to dress up like I was going to a concert. Then, when finaly came the time to get into the concert hall, I saw a lot...
With a little help from my friends
I went to the Bootleg Beatles concert yesterday and they played a song "With a little help from my friends" and the audience started to clap properly for the band when this song came on. Before that it was really hard for the band to get the audience to be active. I thought that Estonian audience sucks- they are clappimg for the cover more than they clap for the band's own song. And then I talked...
9/15/2010
9/12/2010
Psycho-puppies and hillcimbing
My last week was busier than it has been before.Firstly, I started going to aerobics with Liisu. Oh, it feels so great again. I had missed aerobics.Then, on Thursday, after school, was our psycho-puppies meeting party. It was in Vahi Tare, which meant that I had...
9/10/2010
9/06/2010
9/04/2010
Biffy Clyro - Bubbles
I am going to see them. Can you even imagine this? It is a dream. If I couldn't see Korn, then I will see this. And this is going to be just perfect! Really. I wanted to go and see them only when I had heard their album "Puzzle" and then I listened to this. Oh my god.They are legend.Just listen, this says it all...
9/03/2010
Summer's gone, school's begun, things have changed, nothing's the same
So. I finished the last post about my life from the point where I was going to go to Huko's wedding. Well, yeah. The wedding was awesome. A lot of hansa and home-made beer. We watched punk-singing festival alltogether and danced and sang to it. It was really awesome.On Sunday, after Huko's wedding, Kaie and Kirke came to the village. We went boating and made a cake and sent away Frederike. Yeah, the...
The Cranberries - Zombie
It's a song that has haunted in my mind for a very long time. Really good so...
8/31/2010
Quotes from the whole summer.
Okay, as I was really busy the whole summer, I decided now to write down all the quotes I was supposed to write during the summer.Believe, that the meaning of your life is exactly what you want it to be. - 22nd JulyEach person is the architect of their own happiness. -25th, 26th JulyYou have to choose your faith, not to just agree with it. - 29th JulyUse the hours! - 31st JulyAugust- Never give up...
8/14/2010
Hey-ho from the dreamland
I haven't written here for so long now. So today I'm in the mood and the post will probably be quite long....So, what has happened so far? Hmmm :) I'm gonna start from today and will go back in time.Today I will go to Huko's wedding, yesterday there was the wedding entrance in the village. Hmm. Before that I was working and I had my free days after working for two weeks and 1 day straightforward....
7/22/2010
So much to do, so little time to do it....
I've thought of blogging for almost two weeks now. I think every day that I should do it, but "just do it" doesn't work that easily.Well, anyway, it's gonna be a long post now.Some weeks ago there was the folklore festival where I volunteered. I was at the information centre of the folk. Our group was really cool and our boss, who was only a year older than me ran around in the folk area and did...
7/14/2010
Some quotes and that's it for now
Dreaming is not stupidity, stupidity is not to dream. - 10 JulyFollow your happiness! - 14th J...
7/02/2010
Oh, just give me enough will to do something....
Exactly like the heading says. I have had free days this week and I haven't been lazier. Although there is so much to do still...So. On Sunday I went to Põltsamaa, for Kaie's birthday. It was a great chillout time there and I got to see my friends. Gosh, I had missed them. I had also missed Tartu, where I stayed on Saturday night. I put up posters with Kerttu, Kirke and Karl in Tartu and sent some...
7/01/2010
If you want something, then the whole Universe will help you secretly in making your wishes come true. -26th JuneStart from the necessary things, continue with possible things and you'll notice suddenly that you're doing stuff that are impossible to do... - 30th JuneHappiness is the beginning of the summer morning. -J...
6/23/2010
A psychologist....
A psychologist never argues or fights!We just do participant or non-participant observation...A psychologist is never wrong, the problem is that you´re watching the whole thing from another point of view!For a psychologist, there is no such thing like ugly people, just people with the visual area quite or little damaged, because we are all beautiful! (Yes, everybody...this is positive psichology).No...
Quotation time!
As you have probably noticed, my horrible internet connection at work doesn't allow me sometimes even to look at my mailbox, and in no way I can post something here. So. A few quotes' days have passed. Here they are:Losing means learning, not giving up. -19th of JuneEverythind changes but nothing disappears - 20-21st of JuneFind some time every day to reach yourself. - TodayMy Midsummer's Eve won't...
6/17/2010
I'm ill. Again.
I have extremely sore throat and am on drugs. Got antibiotics today.But now...After being home for some hours I went to Võru, where I was supposed to have my folkore festival meeting. Imagine my anger, when I found out that it was cancelled and placed on the 18th of June. We didn't receive any letter with a notice and I think it's unnormal. I mean, I took a free day from work to go to the meeting...
6/10/2010
Not much but still something...
Been working for three days now. That's why I haven't posted anything. I had already forgotten about my quotes that I was supposed to post here, but I'll try to do it tomorrow. Right now I'm gonna write a bit about my work.Well, there hasn't happened anything remarkably interesting. Been doing my usual stuff in the village. Well, I had a little time to play guitar. Played it with Judith1 in front...
6/05/2010
Johnny Marr
I was downloading some new music today and wanted to get myself an artist named Johnny Marr. When I searched for it, I got a surprising response- John Frusciante "The Empyrean". I found out that Johnny Marr had done a guest appearance in John's album.Kerttu, did you know th...
6/04/2010
Five necks
Again, while reading my "Guitar Gods" book, I found out that a guy named Rick Nielsen used a five neck guitar during some of his shows. I googled in the internet a little to find out how this guitar looks like and how it would be to play it. Well, here's a picture...
6/03/2010
"Yeah, that's what they tend to do"
I was reading my "Guitar Gods" book today to find some artists to download and read about Mike Bloomfield. When I read that he died of heroin overdose and told it to Kirke, she replied: "Yeah, thats what they tend to do." Hilarious, but true...
6/01/2010
5/31/2010
An amazing week in Mküla
On Tuesday, after my exams were over, I packed my stuff and hurried to the village. It was supposed to be G's leaving sauna party. It was cool. One of Nicole's friends was visiting her and talked to her a lot. Her name is Tess and she wants to become a psychologist....
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